Father β€’ Lover β–ͺ Best Friend πŸ’“ Missing my love, @jonaaronbray, while he’s out launching he and his brother’s botanical tech, @azoth.solutions, this week in Vegas. β—‡
Reminiscing at photos from the summer, I noticed a trend of captures with these two pointing simultaneously, and it’s just so adorable. β—‡
Seeing this man with our children melts me. I love witnessing the exchange he shares with them. This photo was a rare off-early afternoon together, and I remember how we soaked it in.
Searching for better words to describe love, I discovered this… “Viraag (Hindi) : The emotional pain of being separated from a loved one.” β—‡
This is so real for me, especially as of late. He’s been working a ton to support us, so I can be with our children, and with the cost of living so high, it’s difficult to carve enough time out for each other, which I believe is vital.
It’s hard to admit, because I have always believed myself strong and autonomous, but I have physical pain at the thought of ever losing him. β—‡
This is the hardest trigger I’ve ever had to reprogram. It goes deep, and as a Mother now, too, biology makes my family protective vibes even stronger. I trust him, and I know deep down he will always be here for us no matter what, but some part of me still cripples in fear.
I know this is temporary, and I know this is a bleep on our map of love, but it’s time to bring this shadow out to the light. I don’t wish to carry it anymore. πŸ™πŸŒ„
Anybody else out there experience this and care to discuss? I would love to hear your experiences around this.
Let’s talk about #love #relationships #twinsouls #twinflames #consciousness #shadows #fear #healing #instagood #instadaily #discussion #photooftheday #fatherandson #couples #monogamy #family #mypack

Author: Jess Bray

Jess Bray is an East Texas native artist, creating from her home studio in Tulsa, Oklahoma. Jess believes in the quantum power of music to change the world, writing songs to inspire and empower the audience to become the artist of their own lives.Β She is also theΒ Muse + Founder of #ModernMusesOracle & #ModernMusesCommunity, and Mother of three.

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